Feel like I'm stoned, wanna be alone just for a while. Unknown.
Weeks on the road a long way from home just shut off the phone.
And you say I'll heal you, I'll always be yours.
And you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Still feels like the first time to stand here by your side.
Together regardless we'll walk through the darkness.
Still feels like the first day of my life.
Remember the times together we swore,
never give up this life, still hanging on,
still going strong here I belong.
And maybe I'm crazy but I just can't slow down.
And maybe I'm crazy but at least I'm still around.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Still feels like the first time to stand here by your side.
Together regardless we'll walk through the darkness.
Still feels like the first day of my life.
Still feels like the first day of my life.
Feels like the first time.
Dead Letters
First day of my life
In the shadows
No sleep. No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer.
Won't stop. Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer.
Sometimes I feel like going down, I'm so disconected.
Somehow I know that I'm haunted to be wanted.
I've been watching,
I've been waiting in the shadows for my time.
I've been searching,
I've been living for tomorrows all my life.
They say that I must learn to kill
before I can feel safe. But I,
I'd rather kill myself then turn into their slave.
Sometimes I feel I should go and
play with the thunder.
Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for the wonder.
I've been watching,
I've been waiting in the shadows for my time.
I've been searching,
I've been living for tomorrows all my life.
Lately, I've been walking,
walking in circles.
Watching, waiting for something.
Feel me, touch me, heal me.
Come take me higher.
I wish you were here tonight with me.
I wish I could have you by my side tonight when the sky is burning.
I wish I could have you by my side.
Cause I've been down and I've been crawling.
Won't back down no more.
Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing.
Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised.
Conscience clear I'm still standing here.
Burns like a thousand stars, though you're light years away.
Burns like a thousand stars or more.
You're up there, you're always with me.
Smilling down on me.
It's something sacred, something so beautiful.
Something quiet to easy my mind.
When the pressure's taking me over and over.
Cause I've been down and I've been crawling.
Pushed around and always falling.
You're up there, you're always with me.
Smilling down on me.
In my life
Feel the heat below my feet
I have to go, no time to sleep
Can’t believe the things you say
I turn my head and walk away
You make me sick – you make me nervous
Times had come when you would say
This is the one and sees the day
Times had come for honesty
My victory is your defeat
Can’t you see you’ve been mistaken
In my life, I’d say and it turns me on,
How I am, how I am, who I am
In my way I’ve been strong and it turns my on
In my life, I decide, I decide
I decide
I decide
All you do you can’t deny
It’s waste of time (It’s waste of time)
Can I suggest that you invest
In something more than hopeless rest
Before you know the right is over
In my life, I’d say and it turns me on,
How I am, how I am, who I am
In my way I’ve been strong and it turns my on
In my life, I decide, I decide
It’s up to you if we give it up
It’s up to you if we won’t stop
It’s up to you if we give it up
It’s up to you if we won’t stop
It’s up to you if we give it up, give it up
It’s up to you if we won’t stop
It’s up to you if we give it up, give it up
It’s up to you
It’s up to you...
The record shows that you dare, don’t you’re still living
Every time you have dye to your pale given
And now the chance to fix your bad attitude
And make it move - it's up to you
It’s up to you if we give it up, give it up
It’s up to you if we give it up, give it up
It’s up to you
It’s up to you
YOU…
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Time to burn
Won't leave me alone and times keep running out.
Just one more life, I'm so sick and tired of singing the blues.
I should turn my life around.
Tell me why do I feel this way.
All my life I've been standing on the borderline.
Too many bridges burns, too many lies I've heard.
I had a life but I can't go back. I can't do that.
It will never be the same again.
And I know I don't have any time to burn.
They follow me home, disturbing my sleep.
But I'll find a place, place where they cannot find me.
Maybe I'm lost and maybe I'm scared.
But too many times I've closed the
doors behind me.
Leave it all behind. Cross the borderline.
Face the truth, don't have any time to...
Don't have any time to burn.
Guilty
No signs to give you.
I don't have the time for you.
You say I'm heartless.
And you say I don't care.
I used to be there for you.
And you've said I seem so dead,
that I have changed.
But so have you.
Guilty, guilty I feel so
Empty, empty you know how you make me feel.
I put a shield upon you.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
I would have only poisoned your mind.
Never meant to make you cry.
You've been so thoughtless.
I can see right through you.
So don't you say googbye.
'Cos you have changed but so have I.
I never though that the time and the distance
between us made you so much colder.
I'll carry the world on my shoulders.
Not like the other girls
No more blame
I am destined to keep you save
Gotta rescue the flame
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart
No more blood
I will be there for you my love
I will stand by your side
The world has forsaken my girl
Should I've seen it would be this way
Should I've known from the start what she's up to
When you've loved and you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose
She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
And talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls
No more shame
She has felt too much pain in her life
In her mind she's repeating the words
All the love you put out will return to you
Should I've seen it would be this way
Should I've known from the start what she's up to
When you've loved and you've lost someone close to you
You know what it feels like to lose
She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
And talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls
The one I love
My bed has become my coffin.
Cannot breath, cannot speak.
My head's like a bomb, still waiting.
Take my heart and take my soul.
I don't need them anymore.
The one I love is striking me down on my knees.
Drowning me in my dreams.
Over and over again. Dragging me under.
Hypnotized by the night.
Silently ricing beside me.
Emptiness, nothingness
is burning a hole inside me.
Take my faith and take my pride.
I don't need them anymore.
This bed has become my chapel of stone.
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown.
So take my life, I don't need it anymore.
Back in the picture
Deep inside my heart I know.
Simply put I've been stabbed in the back over since I remember.
Deep inside it hurt to let go.
I'm back in the picture, back in the picture.
I wonder what took so long, so long.
Dedicate everything I create to my friens, I would die for.
But you will always be the one.
Memories that you can't overrun, memories I could cry for.
I thought I'd always be on the run.
I dumped you again These foolish games I died in my dreams I've failed you again Just one big lie I died in my dreams..Funeral song
I don't understand
It's happened before
can't take it no more
Always end up in confusion
I'll take you back
Just to leave you once again
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire
I died in my dreams
reaching out for your hand
My fatal desire
'cause I let you stay
I used to pretend
that I felt ok
Such a perfect illusion
I made you mine
Just to hurt you once again